Official "Teenage Dream" Music Video!
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who, like me, know by heart the view

of the river and the bay.

the complex rules of Beckon.

and all the ways you Can't Get To Heaven



Those few stanzas up there spoke to me.


What happened to you and I? We were moving so fast. Maybe that was the problem.
Recently, everyone has asked me if I'm okay after the break up. I don't miss you one bit, as a boyfriend. But truth be told, sometimes I miss my best friend. You don't deserve me as a friend. It's sad because all you wanted afterwards was for you and I to remain friends. Then why did you say those hurtful things and expect me not to be mad?

You said that I killed all these feelings you had for me after i was acting like a "bitch" after. But how would you like me to act? I was hurt. You and I, we , were horrible together. But somehow we worked. I will never take you back or be your friend again. I hope you can sleep at night knowing its all because of you.

Do you still think about me? Do you still dream of me? Do you compare everyone else to me? Am I still the first person you want to tell your secrets to?

Will you forget me?

Or am I already forgotten?





My Dear Juliet,
Monday, April 26, 2010 / 8:10 PM

Honestly, I hope no one ever reads this. & I don't expect them to.
Incidently, I'm going to type down my feelings and thoughts to get them out of my head.

Recently the topic going through my mind has been L O V E. Yes, as corny as it is
I'm dying to find it.
Last time I checked, middle schoolers didn't take relationships seriously. And I'm thinking its all those sappy love story books that made me desire the feeling of being in love. Part of me tries to convince myself how un-normal it is for a girl my age to not want to mess around with people and just skip the that one person who steals my heart.
But the hopeless romantic in me wants me to keep looking for him out there.
It's completely unlikely ill ever marry or even have a decent loving relationship with anyone at my school or anyone I know. I've had my head in the clouds a lot lately " day dreaming " about meeting someone.



But maybe there's someone I have a eye on.....



i've got a tight grip on reality
but i can't let go of what's in front of me here